last week started a new year of uni. A new year, one where Im meant to be smarter, or at least to have learnt from last year. I guess Im just not very good at change tho. I was having a pretty amazing time, meeting heaps of neat new people and doing some new things too.
My problems started when I realised I was into this guy who lives in my hall of residence. I liked him sha-zam, he liked me back ka-pow. we spent time together – neat-o, had some of incredable sex wo-hoo!!!!!!! he tried to get into my closest friend here, = not so great.
Now Im a fairly open minded gal. I think open realtionships are snazzy and I dont think sex needs to end in marrige. But Im fairly shaken up by the idea that this *wicked* guy tried to get into my best friend. I say shaken up because Im not hurting as such (you know when you feel like your hearts been torn out? not so much), Im not really angry (he didnt lie, or cheat on me ect) Im just shaken up. Im kinda grossed out by the idea he tried to do my friend. So my delima becomes, what do I feel, and more importantly what do I do? The sex was amazing, I could deffinitly go for some more of that, but I also kinda dnt wana go near someone who can do me, and then try doing my best mate???
Ideas suggestions and coments could be great about now.
Tags: emotions, friendship, life, sex