The wise man learns from others mistakes, a smart man learns from his own mistakes, if Im not learing at all what does that make me?
The past week of my life I fucked up with bad choices. I say this from the position of calm clarity; knowing, understanding and accepting my decisions and being ready to move on. I turned 19 this week, I feel as if I should feel more mature and grown up. My week wasnt very mature tho. By the time I finished uni on Friday I needed a drink, which turned into half a bottle or so of vodka. Company then arrived home in the form of my fav gorgeous boy and out came the burbon. Went to a flat warming was smashed as. had a great flatwarming party. Threw up one someones carpet, and feel asleep. The fact that I cant remember that I threw up, is scary, and very unsafe. Lucky for me I had one of ‘the crew’ with me. However when I came home the next morning my body had the shakes, the shakes you get when your bodies trying to process heaps and heaps of booze and failing. I turned out my pockets and had over 100 bux cash in them. Cash I didnt previously own and couldnt remeber aquiring – that was kinda my wake up call. That I needed to slow down.
I had a cold last week, due to the amount of pressure I keep putting on my body, ie excessive alcohol and Ive STILL got the silly thing.
Guess its time to slow down the dumb shit, and do more healthy stuff, like studying.